Over the last 3 days of school, it's been complete shit and it's been so shitty that I can think of several things to talk about right now. I've already mentioned in my last entry about the changes with the timetable, how we have to go to school earlier now. Well this morning I was late because I still had a hard time adjusting with the new times and plus the bus got held with traffic and so I was 12 minutes late. Our school gives us half-an-hour detention when we're arrive late and when we arrive later than 10 minutes, we get an hour detention of copying four pages of lines! Normally, people would skip school when they're late to avoid the detentions but since today's the first "real" day of school, I decided to go on. But now I regretted it and realize that it was shit. At first I thought we only get a hour detention once it's passed 15 minutes from the bell, so I went with the flow only to find that I have to serve an hour detention. And we spent the whole day without doing much either. Today I go through the same shit again. I already have problems  this school since I'm not part of our school's "five big clans" (Chinese, Filipino, Indian, Pakiastani, Nepalese; i'm like an "alien" sometimes) and all along I fit in the best with the Filipinos (the closest thing you have to a Western culture) and the Chinese (but they're all in the lower grades/forms and i don't talk to them as much). So for the last three days, I thought sitting with my Filipino friends in my class would be great since they're the friends I always hang out with. But then they all started speaking Tagalog (their own language) and I couldn't even join in the conversation or whatever, and these people were my friends! I felt like I was being ditched and left alone, that's why I felt so depressive for these three days. My friends are talking to each other and leaving me out, the guy sitting beside me just reads and writes, the group of people beside me speaks Tagalog as well. In the end, I moved to the other side of the room with my other friends who are also Filipino but at least they spoke English to each other and not Tagalog all the time.

 You know what? I definitely think our school should need a student council. Yes, our school DOES NOT HAVE A STUDENT COUNCIL! It's because it's so messed up and there are so many limitation as to what we can or cannot do, nobody bother to form a student council. Usually when students have something to say, they do it through the student council and today after happening this with the problem, i want to talk to the school about the new timetable along with other problems but we have no student council. I talked to other students this afternoon and they are as supportive and wanting for a student council as well. If anyone else from SEKSS reads this and agrees with what I have to say, message me. Let's work together and convince the principal to form a student council!
 
 Let me introduce you to the teachers i've met so far. Our class teacher who is also our Physics, Mr. Chan, was this completely stiff hardass teacher who just always want things his way and he doesn't do anything much but get on my nerves. Our French teacher is the same, the ever hard-working and serious Englishwoman, who already gave us work on the first day. The Math teacher was our computers teacher last year and he's loud and weird acting. So far the only teachers that made my day a bit more easier is the English teacher and the Chemistry teacher. The English teacher is this lady who have taught in our school for more than 20 years, she's quite nice and gives us a warm welcome and introduction on the first day rather than acting like a bossy ass giving out work and such. The Chemistry teacher is the same teacher as last year and he's quite a soft person and such, so it's nice to see at least one of the same teachers that I liked. It was this same teacher that was on detention duty today, and thanks to him I get to be dismiss after I finished copying all those 4 pages instead of staying for exactly an hour. So yeah...

 In all this, I feel quite shitty about school so far. As a matter of fact, it ticks me off so much that I feel like I could skip tomorrow because i'm afraid tomorrow would be as dull and lame as it has been for these 3 days. The only thing that cheered me up so far is the fact that I managed to find someone to talk to (i get depressed when i'm all by myself) and that there are at least some teachers I like around. Also even since school started my parents have been quite jerks enforcing a new rule about going to bed earlier and shit. I find it bullshit and it's also starting to piss me off. Oh well...i'll keep hanging there and wait for something...whatever it is and whenever that thing would come.

Since I posted up lyrics to "Blackflies" on the "Blackflies" entry (has anyone even taken a look there yet? if so, please leave a comment), i've decided to post the lyrics of the chorus of a song in entries to describe my feelings from now on.

"I'm spinning out of control, out of control.
I'm spinning out of control, out of control.

Where should I go?
What should I do?
I don't understand what you want from me.
Cause I don't know if I can trust you.
All of the things you've said to me."